We usually keep our PROBLEMS

              and

NEVER want the world to know...

Though we try to be STRONGER,

Were WEAK inside...

But when that HAPPENS to You,

Always REMEMBER Im just HERE-----

       Like I've ALWAYS been

(Thanks for always there for me...really appreciate it! )

 06:05:43/Aug. 11, '06/Friday

yepey!

im so excited! 4days more to go... and im free again. no computer. no bookings to take care of. no phone calls.(i hope so. from my clients. hehehe.)

i can't wait anymore. how i wish its friday! i miss my birth place.(as what my officemate Reina said.) heheheh...

i miss my friend. as if they kami nagkita.

i miss sinigang na! special request ko yan ha...yummy!

i miss the stuffed toy in Toy Kingdom at Mall of Asia. (as if wala kamin dito.)--eh, walang lion o tiger na stuffed toy dito eh na kaparehas don sa nakita ko.)

i can't wait to see them again! kakamis na kasi eh.

i miss Kiko. ---espada mo wala parin.

i miss Karizza. advance happy birthday!--sinigang ha? hehehe

i miss K-ann. --dapat unlimited ka ha... joke!

i miss Karen.

i miss Tita at Tito. (at talagang nakiki-tita at tito ako.) tama ba naman yon?

I was with a stranger last night she tells me her love story without any doubt.

She was longing for the man named Ramboo whom she meets during her childhood years 14 years ago. She meets Ramboo when she was 8 years old. She was alone in the car while waiting for her father who was in a meeting inside the house of his client. The girl tied up her balloons but she did not notice that it has not tightly tied and trying to escape, Ramboo came up from nowhere and pulled the balloons. The girl said thank you and Ramboo accompany her while she is still waiting for her father. In addition, after the time that they have path there ways separately they made a promise with each other that they will meet again soon...and that were the first and the last that they seen each other.

During her high school years, she was looking for another Ramboo that would came from nowhere and helped her pulled her balloons. However, it did not happen. She was second Year College that she thought she found another Ramboo. She waited for years to get his attention but unfortunately, she failed. Just recently, actually just last year the man she thought Ramboo got married.

“It hurts me so much at first,” The girl said to me. She mourns all night to forget the man she thought Ramboo. Now, she travels to North, South, East and West to look for Ramboo. Who came from nowhere and promised her that they will meet again…

To Ramboo,

Wherever you are right now, I hope that you are happy in your life. We might not able to see each other again. I want to thank you for coming into my life. I may not know the meaning of love that time that we have meet but I know deep inside my heart you already occupied a special place.

                                                                                                          Thanks.

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Why it’s hard to smile to show you’re not hurt?
Why it’s hard to laugh after you have cried?

What’s worst is you’re still in love with someone even after you have said, " I’ll move on"

How can you keep someone if somebody owns him/here?

How can you go on your way to reach that someone is somebody is blocking your way?
And how can you be special to that someone if theirs someone special for him/her.

Hay, I’m in the office right now but gosh! I’m physically present but mentally absent. For the first time I looked like shit! Nagmukha akong tanga kanina. Grrrrr…Grrrrrr…

Tickets:

Miss Garcia got Plane tickets for her daughter and her daughter’s boyfriend already but I void it for lesser charges because they’re not going to show-up for the boyfriend of her daughter has been hospitalized. Now she was asking me if tomorrow were only half day and Sunday no work and they’ll buy tickets at the PAL do they get a refund for their tickets? I answered yes without thinking that what she meant to say is that what if their tickets cost PHP 6,991.00 at PAL and the ticket she bought from us only cost PHP 4,151.00. Patay! Mag aabuno ata ako!

Bank:

Hay, I got an option due today and I need to deposit the money with-in before twelve o’clock but the bank doesn’t accept late deposit checks. Anton my officemate don’t want to go there to deposit it and our messenger got lots of things to do. Ill just have my finger crossed hoping that it would not end up that my reservation will be cancelled.

Wedding:

Well, I think so. Maybe, its one of the reason why I’m kind a mentally absent right now! Oh! You might think I’m one the one whose getting married. Ah ah! Not me. It’s the person who holds my heart right now. His getting married this coming December. Ang sakit!!!! Tell you why it hurts me in my next post.

Damn! My Internet connection is down again! I have lots of things to do. So, many options that needs to be extended.

Til’ next! Have a great day!!!

Kainis… 20 Aug. ( 8:00 p.m. – 9:00 p.m. )

I was in the church that day with my sister Ivory and her Best friend Melanie. I often go to church every Saturday kasi yun lang talaga ang available kung time na magsimba. Every Sunday kasi ang dami kung plantsahin.Anyway, Sobrang inis talaga ako. Naturingan pa namang teacher daw! Well, how did I know? Sa lakas ba naman ng boses nya! Maririnig mo talaga! Ito pa! Before nag start ang mass grrr…grrr…. “Hey honey look at my sandal ang cute diba” haller!!! Okey lang sana kung walang ibang nakikinig… kaso ang lakas kaya ng boses nya! At mas okey lang sana if she’s wearing Prada shoes.kainis!

Leah May…20 Aug. ( 9:45 p.m. – 12:45 a.m. )

          After sa inis ko sa bruhhahaa… I was talking to Leah she’s a friend from Manila. Imagine 3 hours kaming nag-usap sa phone while both of us watching MAGANDANG GABI BAYAN hosted by Sen. Noli De Castro. Ang dami naming napag-usapan… bout Miss K of course. Well, I can say that yung 2hours pro c Ms K lang talaga! Yong 1hour kamustahan. What’s new sa YG. Any news kina ate J, Ate D, Kryzzle, Amor, Teejay, Tams and the rest of the YG members!

I’m sorry Mom. 21 Aug.

          I was in my room crying. It’s been awhile na kasi 1 month to be exact hindi kami nag-uusap ng Mom ko… I just want to say sorry but I don’t know how. And gosshhh! Malapit na birthday nya this coming Sept. 13 and am not used to it na lilipas yung birthday ng mom without giving her any gifts! Partly may nagawa naman talaga akong kasalanan.. Ito na yong pinakamatagal naming di pagkikibuan. I’m so sorry Mom.

Internet connection! 22 – 23 of Aug.

          Damn! That was Monday and I don’t have Internet connection. Actually I don’t mind if I can’t surf o makapa pag post sa blog as long as gumagana lang talaga yong access ko sa PAL. kaso wala! As in wala talaga! Ang dami ko pa namang options that day! Oh! And 1 more thing was not able to hear her voice that day! (TFAS)

Until further notice… 26 Aug.

          Hay…That was Friday at wala kaming channel 2 sa bahay because were using Dream Cable and they don’t have Legal Authority to air channel 2! Gosh! Thanks to the modern tech was able to watch some of my favorite T.V. shows thru net.

Text mate!!!

          I spend my week texting my friends! Til sawa yung text kasi may unlimited text pa sa Smart! J Si Teejay & Amor parati  kung ka text. hehehehehe…and Kryzzle too! (Thanks at napagtsagaan nila akong ka text!)